Day 2

Good evening world, my numbering blogs is a little off since it's 3 in the morning but its still night to me. So today I finally came to a stepping stone in my life. So here's the story in FWD. I fell in love with my high school sweetheart back in 2006, we dated on and off causing me endless heartache. I have been single for 2 years now and have tried to move on many times. The little things get to me though, a song, a certain area like a street or restaurant, etc. Well one thing that I thought i would alway tie to her was the word "amazing" because our song was "Amazed" by LONESTAR. Today however I was thinking about the girl i like, she makes me happy and all and she knows how I feel. However with me moving and such she said she didnt want to ruin our friendship...I honestly dont know if she likes me like that and me moving is the only thing or not, but I couldnt help today but continue to think of her, her eyes, her smile her goofy little dance she does. Then it hit me...she amazed me. She has in a sense saved me from the heartache, I no longer "need" someone else to be happy, just prefer it. I sent her a text saying that she amazes me and she said "aw". To anyone else that word is just a word but to me it was a huge step in life to be able to get over my ex. Plus one day i wish she would understand that she really is an amazing girl. anyways sorry about the girl chat, just was on my mind. So this week I have to take my finals early...heres my major problem. I leave Sunday and I just got through Tuesday. (code names are about to come up) Class A I have an essay, 2 take home tests and a listening quiz i need to take. Since this was my last class earlier, the listening quiz is 0 and I have until Sat. to turn in the rest to her mailbox. Class B is online and yet the stupid test wont allow me to finish it after it kicked me off, my prof. will not return my emails. Plus I have a power point and an essay due on an opinionated subjective class. Class C...easy got it passed already. Class D failing miserably. I need 2 more hours of a log in sheet to complete the class, this seems easy yet 2 hour of this lab equal only 1 hour on the sheet. Then i have to skip out on 2 weeks on HW and just worry about my final which I know barely anything about. Then Class E...already failed it. SO if my GPA becomes lower then a 2.0 I will not be able to move and start my new life. World may I ask you a question? why are you so cruel? I mean i think i deserve a little bit of good luck every now and then...well its time. Hopefully all goes well the rest of the week. Anyways...I wanted to type a blog everyday but Im not sure If i will be able to with me moving and all, I will try my hardest though. World Im sorry my life is boring. So im going to bed, so should you. Good Night world, let peace be with you in your dreams of a cooler, war free surface. (Good Luck with that)