Day 5...Farewell Ohio

Well time has come world. This is my last night in Ohio. I will be moving to Florida in the morning. Such sweet sorrow...haha no. I am glad to be leaving Ohio, but sadly after so long I have recently made a friendship that has re-opened my heart. When I leave truly My heart will remain in Ohio (yeah Hawthorne Heights, don't judge me). To be honest i'm scarred stupid right now but I need to take that leap so in the morning I will do so. Wish me luck world. Good night and tender thoughts to you in your sleep.

Days 3 and 4

Good evening world, sorry I lost track of time and didn't have my post yesterday. but I've been stressed packing and everything. I move Sunday so in a sense tomorrow even though I count it still as friday. I finally am able to have enough money for the trip down to florida, sadly though I got a speeding ticket for $125 bucks, which screwed me. However my best friend is lending me the money which means the world to me. So tomorrow may be the last post i make in a few days due to travel time and then how busy i'll be the first few days. I'ma make this post kinda short because I dont have much on my mind other then how much I really think I like this girl. Sadly she doesnt like me though, just friends...psh story of my freakin life. but I respect her. Idk I just need to get rest and prepare myself so that is what I will be doing now. Oh yeah btw Halloween II sucked something terrible, decent movie but bad halloween movie. Depressing in a sense. Anyways, Goodnight World.

Day 2

Good evening world, my numbering blogs is a little off since it's 3 in the morning but its still night to me. So today I finally came to a stepping stone in my life. So here's the story in FWD. I fell in love with my high school sweetheart back in 2006, we dated on and off causing me endless heartache. I have been single for 2 years now and have tried to move on many times. The little things get to me though, a song, a certain area like a street or restaurant, etc. Well one thing that I thought i would alway tie to her was the word "amazing" because our song was "Amazed" by LONESTAR. Today however I was thinking about the girl i like, she makes me happy and all and she knows how I feel. However with me moving and such she said she didnt want to ruin our friendship...I honestly dont know if she likes me like that and me moving is the only thing or not, but I couldnt help today but continue to think of her, her eyes, her smile her goofy little dance she does. Then it hit me...she amazed me. She has in a sense saved me from the heartache, I no longer "need" someone else to be happy, just prefer it. I sent her a text saying that she amazes me and she said "aw". To anyone else that word is just a word but to me it was a huge step in life to be able to get over my ex. Plus one day i wish she would understand that she really is an amazing girl. anyways sorry about the girl chat, just was on my mind. So this week I have to take my finals early...heres my major problem. I leave Sunday and I just got through Tuesday. (code names are about to come up) Class A I have an essay, 2 take home tests and a listening quiz i need to take. Since this was my last class earlier, the listening quiz is 0 and I have until Sat. to turn in the rest to her mailbox. Class B is online and yet the stupid test wont allow me to finish it after it kicked me off, my prof. will not return my emails. Plus I have a power point and an essay due on an opinionated subjective class. Class C...easy got it passed already. Class D failing miserably. I need 2 more hours of a log in sheet to complete the class, this seems easy yet 2 hour of this lab equal only 1 hour on the sheet. Then i have to skip out on 2 weeks on HW and just worry about my final which I know barely anything about. Then Class E...already failed it. SO if my GPA becomes lower then a 2.0 I will not be able to move and start my new life. World may I ask you a question? why are you so cruel? I mean i think i deserve a little bit of good luck every now and then...well its time. Hopefully all goes well the rest of the week. Anyways...I wanted to type a blog everyday but Im not sure If i will be able to with me moving and all, I will try my hardest though. World Im sorry my life is boring. So im going to bed, so should you. Good Night world, let peace be with you in your dreams of a cooler, war free surface. (Good Luck with that)

Day 1

Well hello world, you may call me Frosh and I will call you friend. Since it seems like now a days all I have in a friend is a virtual fake sense of reality. I have started this blog to help release my story out into the world. My story isn't so much irregular or anything but it's my story and I can do what I want with it so there...anyways. So the topic on my mind tonight is how television has started to show "real life" shows like "My Life As Liz" and other junk such as "The OC" and no i have not watched that, I have at least a little life to keep me from doing that. I want to talk about "My life As Liz" yeah the camera angles are cool and so are the cast, but what really kinda gets on my nerves is that there are real people out there like that. So MTV thinks they can pull us viewers that gave up on MTV once they took the music off of it back into its grasp to strangle what life we have left out of us. To be honest the character Liz seems cool, seems like someone I relate too and same with her friends. I've gone through it all too, being stood up, hating valentines day, going from one end of the spectrum to the other as far as personality and looks go. Who hasn't? but what urks me is that they think its just a way to get more money. I want to see how "Liz" actually lives, with her huge MTV pay check and all, I bet Liz isn't even her real name. I just am sick of fakeness in the world all in all. What happened to the truth can set you free? Why can't we be free people?! I want to be free...so here's my truth... I am alone. see not that hard, I was adopted, I've been in every stereotype known to mankind cept a girl, I have been in love and lost it, and no its not so much better to have loved then lose then to never love at all, it would have saved at least 2 years of depression. I am finally coming out of my shell and who better to do that with then the world. Most likely no one will ever see this but hey this is my peanut butter, makes me feel better inside. Well goodnight world I am off to bed...dreams of waking up in 6 hours to head to work and then to school... happy happy joy joy...